Pushed to the limit!!!!

You all know that I am having some deep issues with my job and I have had a pretty tough time! Well it just got worse. Now I just don't care anymore, not even all of E-mans love is enough to stay and work for someone who is so self-centered and heartless. This women has pushed me to my limit! So here is the last of the stories for this job that will come as Friday is my last day!

There is a big consignment sale coming up at our church this weekend and for two months now Britney has been pulling out tons of stuff she wants to sell, the basement is a disaster because of it. So about a month ago when she was on vacation in Florida and E-man and I were at home she told me I had to go through it all and tag it and write the size, description, and write all the items on the log in order from smallest to biggest. So stupid me did it and I should have said no. See I don't like confrontation and I am not very good at saying NO! Well I thought for sure that was going to be the last of it, uh no. So I got a little nosey this week and was looking at what she had priced her stuff at and I saw on the log that she hadn't written in any prices. I also noticed some writing on the instructions sheet as to what needs to be done yet. Well I knew what was coming and I prepared myself. I got to the house today and Britney says, I need you to put hangers on each item, then write each price on the log and then tomorrow you can take them to church and drop them off. Of course I was furious inside and wanted to tell her to bug off, but you know that I didn't. So she left for work and it ate away at me so I called her up! Yup I did and I told her , I have gone through my letter of understanding over and over again and I don't feel that doing your consignment stuff is consider part of the description. I totally understand anything to do with E-man, E's Laundry, tidying up at the end of the day, Light house work such as: Kitchen, bathrooms, vaccuum, dust, grocery shopping, but I do not feel that anything that is personal is mine to do such as:printing out registries and buying presents from babys R Us and wrapping them, e-bay, consignment, sewing curtains, driving to several goodwills to find a "not too ugly sweater" but then deciding it wasn't ugly enough so she needs ME to make it uglier, organizing and seperating toys, picking up something she found on craigslist that is over an hour away, etc. (Oh yeah there is more!) She of course didn't agree and said that she thought I would have plenty of time since E-man was going to take a nap anyways that I could do it. It also states that I am allowed to take at least an hour break each day and I can honestly say it is rare that I get that break ever. I am normally going until she walks in the door. Well obviously that wasn't going to happen. She said that when we sat down and talked about this in the beginning that she had explained to me that this is what it would be like. Hmmm, yeah if she would have told me that she wanted all of this I would have said either forget it or you need to pay me more! I have had it! Some part of me hope she comes home today and says here is your pay, I don't need you anymore! I love this little boy so much but the way that she has been treating me is disgusting! I hope nobody ever has to be treated like this it is horrible! I feel like my self-esteem is Nil. Just think E-man has to deal with her for the rest of his life!

You know the other day I wanted to take e-man to Chuck E cheese and play some games and have fun. When I asked Britney about it she said Oh he can just play in the tubes and stuff. Now how cheap is that? Then about two weeks later she decides to throw her new boyfriend a birthday party and spend $75 bucks on supplies and who knows how much on 3 or 4 pairs of calvin Klein pants and 3 calvin klein shirts, but E-man and I can't have a little cash to go and play games. Now I never ask her for money, I use my own. To me that is extremely self-centered and selfish. The only person she cares about is herself. I hope for the best for E-man and hope that he learns the right way to live life. What a great kid!

well thats it I am sure that I will have another story for you tomorrow but until then....