3 criticals

Hey all I am back!!!! After having a few weeks in the dumps, like many others, I am ready to start moving on. I realized my down falls....

1. The weather
The weather around here has been pretty crazy! It has been so drury then we get teased with one nice sun-shiny day then drury weather again. Blah. I think we have finally broke through that and have had a decent pattern in days. The shop has been doing great, staying somewhat busy and hoping for another great night!

2. My job situation
So my job situation is ok, I have work and am not complaining by any means, but I am getting paid half of what I was getting paid being a nanny, which was an extremely easy job! Some weeks are going to be a tidge of a struggle but I know I can get through it!

3. E-man

It has officially been 21 days since I last watched E-man:( Tough you ask? Extremely! I think out of all these struggles this has been my hardest. I didn't think so at first until the other day. Britney had called me to let me know that I had a piece of mail at her house. She said she would leave it in the mailbox. So on my way to work last Thursday I decided to stop and grab it. As I pulled up I saw a little blue car in the driveway. I opened the mailbox and it wasn't in there. What a crock. So I decided to knock cause I knew it was Books( for security purposes and it is book's) car. I had met her quite a few times so I felt comfortable enough. I also realized that Britney was on a conference in Colorado and that E-man would probably be here. Yay! So I rang the doorbell... All the sudden I see litte E-man come racing around the corner and stop. He looks at the door trying to think who it is. His face was priceless, like a credit card. I could slightly hear him but could totally read his lips "Its Rachael" he shouted. He came running to the door and Book opened it. He literally leaped into my arms as if we were a couple that hadn't seen each other in forever. It felt so good to feel that love again! I knew I was missing something in my life and that something was totally him! I didn't ever want to let go. When I did let go he talked my ear off. He told me about the puma on Diego, how he could be a puma too, and Book, and just kept talking. Wow. He just kept talking and hugging me and talking more and hugging me more! It was so awesome! I was running late for work but I knew this was a good reason to be late. I had to tell him good-bye and he hugged me again and we told each other how much we loved each other and I shut the door. I looked through the window on the door and he was just standing there looking at me, I blew him a kiss and he blew one back. I started to walk away and couldn't pull it together it brought me to tears, well actually waterfalls! I realized that I never cried when I left on my final day which is very odd for me. Now it was catching up! I called my aunt and she met me at work and I cried on her shoulder. She totally understood. She told me something that made me realize the relationship between E-man and I, E-man stole my heart like no other kids, and that nobody would have a relationship like that with him. We each took a piece of each others hearts. E-man was such a great part of my life that I will never forget! I am so thankful for him and how much of a blessing he was to my life and others.

So in conclusion I do feel a lot better and am going to keep trucking. Still looking for a job in the UK. anybody have any suggestions as to where I might be able to find an agency that will help place me with a family? God bless to all!